OF LOVE AND BLACK-HOLES
THE BLACK-HOLINESS OF LOVE
L'amore come una ricerca, il bisogno di un'anima gemella.
E il terrore di abbandonarsi, di lasciarsi andare, di perdersi.
Like comets
We wander across the universe
Across stars and planets
And people
Across the angels and the monsters created by our imagination
Like comets we wander
Forward, right, left, up, down
And we make awkward swirls and inconceivable doodles
Each driven by a slight attraction, by a hidden fear
We wander lonely as comets
And from time to time
Suddenly
We meet another comet
We feel another comet
And we breath its fears
We inhale each other's dreams, each other's feelings
We sink into
We repulse
Reciprocally
Alternately
Fluctuating
And in a tenth of a heartbeat our trajectory reacts
Our course changes
We run away
We go towards
We sniff around
We spy
We make a smile
We close our eyes
We pull
Or we push
We cry
We beg for a smile
We beg for another self
For another you
For another me
And the spectators
Over there
On planet Earth
Or some other sun
The spectators who attend those performances
For them
Them behind the giant telescopes
It is the eternal show
The neverending scene
The one-act play
Without the final encore
Them
Like children at the circus
Watching the acrobats and the jugglers
Admiring our inconceivable doodles
Our coloured somersaults
Pointing their little fingers straight up to us
In awe
We are comets
We are comets wandering throughout universes of stars, people and feelings
Comets pointed out by some children's fingers
We are comets
Suddenly scared by the dismay of a dark-hole
By the dismay of the love we glimpse into another comet
The love we guess
We hope
We desire
We beg
Comets caught between
The dreadful loneliness of dark-holes
Of our dark-hole
Our personal dark-hole
And the dreadful desire of love
Our wish
Our need of love
And we desperately hold on to our orbits
Our pre-determined orbits
Well-known, comfortably safe orbits
Which prevent us from those two abysses
Which prevent us
From love
From dark-holes
From the irretrivaible terror
The irretrivaible dizziness
The abysmal dizziness
Of the dark-holiness of love